have you met sean?

people change in college.

you know those times where we realize something completely life changing, only to realize that it happens to everyone. the kind where you realize that the cliche isnt cliche at all...but it actually means something to you. like when you lose something, say your cell phone, and you think to yourself "wow you really dont appreciate something until you lose it" and then at that point, the cliche begins to have a new meaning. its only been a semester, but im starting to see how people are beginning to change. its not a major issue...its more of an undeclared one (hahah...get it...), but i feel different all of a sudden when we are all together. its not the same, not at all. thing is, i dont even really know what is bothering me. what is bothering me is the fact that i cant grasp what is bothering me. its bothering me that people change in college for completely justified reasons..and that affects you in different ways. different according to the person of course, but its a change, nonetheless. and before you adjust to those changes, i guess its only natural to feel the way i do. im not saying that change is bad and that it should be avoided, but for the first time ive realized that people change in college. all the time, you hear how college changes people, but it doesnt mean anything until you experience it. i think we always think about the negative effects of change on peoples lives in college, neglecting how people can change for the better. but change for the better in other peoples lives may mean adjustment in your own life. im being so vague right now, and ill just leave it at that.

ok enough rambling, i keep trying to go to facebook anyway