somewhere in between my last entry and now, i have become slightly uncomfortable with the idea of so many people reading about my life. not that my life is important, but i like to believe that what i write is personal. looking back, i realize that my posts were more personal than i realized, and i think, "wow, i wrote that on internet?" even this short entry, i believe, is showing a piece of my heart thats revealing a deeper issue. what is that issue?
am i closing myself up? is closing up an effort to appear like everything is perfect in my life? am i lacking the God-given conviction that once led me to tell the whole world what he's been teaching me?
whatever the reason is, blogging is a good way for me to process God's work in my life, and when i dont do it, i dont process God's work. and since i haven't been making an effort to do it recently, maybe i've just been ignorant to what He's been doing all around me.
so whatever the point of this entry is, i've concluded that i was once vulnerable with the inter-network, and as scary as that is, it's something i will continue to do...later :)
you're a dork
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